iLOVEyou. / Jesica Bicy (Cousin)

Hey boo boo baby.

i miss you so much. i remember when we used to pick you up from Starfish. and you would come over ou house and just chill with me and my mama. and we took you down to the park and you played. that was fun. i miss your laugh. your smile. and the way you looked when you sleep.

I will ever 4get you boo boo. so until i see you again.

iLOVEyou.

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i miss u  / E-baby Big Sis (sister)
i miss u so much umm iit was  some frogs in the backyard today i bet if u  were here u would have picked one up unless dad said not to well  mommy is wit child again  but u will always be r lil baby  mommy is 5 months she goes back to get an altrosound n a week then we will know if its a boy or gurl mommy is hoping 4 a boy cause she already has 5 gurls well i gottah go see u sooner or later Close

I MISS YOU SO MUCH:)  / Lexus Big Sis (sister)
Hey jada i miss you so much you don't even know. I know i haven't wrote you in a while but i have been so busy latley so yeah i just got so free time so i said hey maybe i should write you. I haven't been having the best week so to speak so i thought maybe if i write you it would take my mind off things that i have been thinking about. Yeah so i was   just thinking about you and wondering what you are up to. Mom misses you so much. When people talk about you (in a nice way) she just smiles and try to play cool but i know what shes feeling because i be feeeling the same way. When she dreams about you she wakes up crying. Toia misses you alot too, you know she just turned 18 on march 12th. We all just miss you so much. It's hard living without. I know that you are in a good place with god but i still wish that you was here with us. Evereyday when something new goes on i say what if jada was here she would be having so much fun, she would have so many friends, she would be so grown trying to hang out with the big kids. But then i say would i be saying all of that if you never died or would i be saying this little girl is so grown she is on my last nerve (smile) But jada i just wanted to tell you that i miss you alot and i love you always...LOVE YOU ALWAYS YOUR BIG SISTER LEXUS.. Close

I MISS YOU SO MUCH:)  / Lexus Big Sis (sister)
Hey jada i miss you so much you don't even know. I know i haven't wrote you in a while but i have been so busy latley so yeah i just got so free time so i said hey maybe i should write you. I haven't been having the best week so to speak so i thought maybe if i write you it would take my mind off things that i have been thinking about. Yeah so i was   just thinking about you and wondering what you are up to. Mom misses you so much. When people talk about you (in a nice way) she just smiles and try to play cool but i know what shes feeling because i be feeeling the same way. When she dreams about you she wakes up crying. Toia misses you alot too, you know she just turned 18 on march 12th. We all just miss you so much. It's hard living without. I know that you are in a good place with god but i still wish that you was here with us. Evereyday when something new goes on i say what if jada was here she would be having so much fun, she would have so many friends, she would be so grown trying to hang out with the big kids. But then i say would i be saying all of that if you never died or would i be saying this little girl is so grown she is on my last nerve (smile) But jada i just wanted to tell you that i miss you alot and i love you always...LOVE YOU ALWAYS YOUR BIG SISTER LEXUS.. Close

HAPPY NEW YEAR  / AUNTIE COCOA

HELLO J, LET AUNTIE START BY SAYING THAT I LOVE U AND HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!!! I MISS U SO MUCH LORD KNOWS THAT THE DAYS R NOT GETTING ANY EAISER 2 DEAL WITH THE FACT THAT U R NOT WITH US PHYSICALLY. BUT U KNOW THAT WE ALL THINK OF U ALOT,AS U KNOW UR MOM,DAD ,AND SISTERS ALL MOVED 2 ARIZONA AND LEFT US BUT ITS OK 4 NOW.IT HURT ME SO BAD THEY JUST DONT KNOW HOW MUCH. THEY R HERE ON A VISIT I WISH THAT THEY WOULD STAY,BUT ENOUGH BOUT THEM I REALLY MISS U MORE THAN WORDS CAN EXPRESS.IM GOING T COME N C U 2 MORROW IF I GOT 2 CATCH THE BUS!!!!!!!UR MOM IS BACK @HOME BUT WE BOTH KNOW THAT SHE WOULD RATHER B WITH U SO IM GOING 2 BRING FLOWERS FROM HER!!!!DERYA,DEREION SAID HAPPY NEW YEAR THE BABY U AND THE GOOD LORD SENT IS DOING FINE,J ALWAYS KEEP US IN UR RAY OF SUNSHINE CAUSE WE ALL NEED IT TO MAKE IT THROUGH THESE TRYING DAYS!!!!!!!!LOVE NEVER FAILS THOSE WHO LOVE THE LORD!!!!!!!!!LOVE AUNTIE COCOA    

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Hey Baby Sis  / LaToia Souder (Big Sister )

Hey baby sis...you know who this is.  I'm sorry i haven't been writing you lately.  I've just had a lot going on.  Well anyways I miss you so much.   I know that you have a new friend up there... my cousin "Peanut".  Tell him i said Hey.  It's hard down here J... It seems like every time I turn around someone else is dying.  well i have to go but i promise that i will be back.

                             Love , 
                          
                                         Toia       

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THINKING OF YOU  / AUNTIE COCOA
HEY J ITS AUNTIE COCOA AGAIN AS YOU KNOW THAT I AM MISSING U AS ALWAYS ,BUT IM GOING 2 MAKE THRU THIS WITH THE SRENGTH THAT U R SENDING DOWN YOU AND THE GOOD LORD. EVERY SINCE YOUR MOM AND DAD LEFT IVE SEEN U ON EVERY THURSDAY UNTIL MY CAR BROKE DOWN SO IT MIGHT BE A WHILE B 4 I CAN GET BACK 2 VISIT U SO ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT I LOV YOU ALWAYS NO MATTER WHAT KEEP ON SENDING DOWN UR BLESSING.  Close

I LOVE U  / DEYRA (BIG COUSIN )
I LOVE YOU JADA AND I MISS YOU.YOU KNOW THAT YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART GOD GAVE US ALL A BLESSING AND TOLD US THAT IT WILL BE ALRIGHT SO UNTIL I SEE YOU AGAIN REMEMBER THAT I LOVE YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Close

Baby Sis  / Toia (Big Sis )

Hey J 

I miss You so much... Sorry i havent wrote to you in a while i just needed time to clear my head...you know how i get sometimes... I really do miss you baby sis. Things just arent the same without you nothing goes together anymore...life hasent been right...I know that you're in a better place now but why couldnt you be in a better place with me and why did you have to leave so soon and so quick. Why couldnt i been there and why was that the way to start off the new year. No one can ever replace you and i will never try to replace you. There will always be that empty space in my heart to be filled just by you and only you. Well until next time i love you forever and always.

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Missing You  / Big Sis Toia

Hey baby sis sorry i haven't been writing you but i do miss you.  i wrote you a poem and put it up in your book.  I wish you were here so bad things just aren't the same without you.  It's so hard to keep living and you are not here.  I know that in spirit, mind,and soul you are but physically you are not and i hate that.  I miss your laugh, your touch and the way you used to come in my room to wake me up.  Life is so much harder without you, and i know that i'll never have that same feeling again.  Until next time see ya.


Love Always,
Your Big Sister Toia
or in your words "sista"

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TODAY IT'S BEEN TWO LONG YEARS  / COCOA (AUNT)
HEY J" IT'S BEEN TWO LONG YRS. TODAY I'VE BEEN THINKING OF YOU AS U KNOW ME AND DEYRA AND DEREION CAME TO VISIT BUT THAT WAS JUST THE BEGINING OF IT. I REALLY MISS U I KNOW THAT U WERE THERE CAUSE WHEN WE FIRST GOT THERE THE SUN WAS NOT SHINING BUT THE MOMENT WE FOUND UR SITE U CAME OUT TO KICK IT WITH US!!!!!!!LOL!!!!THATS WHEN I KNEW THAT MY DAY WILL BE ALRIGHT. I'M SORRY THAT IT TOOK ME SO LONG TO COME BACK BUT IT'S NOT A DAY THAT GOES BY THAT I DON'T THNIK OF U AND UR LITTLE CHUBBY CHEEKS SMILIN SHOWING ALL THE TEETH IN UR MOUTH.J" THIS THING IS HARD FOR EVERYONE. BABY U MADE A HUGE IMPACT IN SO MANY LIVES AS THEY SAY A FIRST IMPRESSION IS THE ONE THAT LASTS THE LONGEST!!!!!!!SO UNTIL AUNTIE SEE U AND GOD STAY THE WAY U KNOW 2 BE. KEEP ON CHANGING LIVES LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER COCOA  Close

I LOVE YOU  / COCOA (AUNTIE)
AS U KNOW U AND GOD SENT ME YET ANOTHER BLESSING. I'M VERY SORRY THAT HE DIDN'T GET HERE ON UR B-DAY. BUT U KNOW THAT I LOVE U ALWAYS AND FOREVER. I'VE BEEN THINKING OF YOU EVERY DAY NO BODY AND I DO MEAN NO BODY CAN EVER GIVE US THE JOY THAT COMES TO MY MIND WHEN I THINK OF U!! SOMETIMES I LOOK UP AND START TO CRY AND ALL OF A SUDDEN I JUST STOP CAUSE I KNOW THAT THE DAY IS SURE TO COME AND WE WILL BE CRYING A DIFFERENT TYPE OF CRY SO UNTIL THEN JUST KEEP DOING YOUR WORK WITH THE LORD. I LOVE U AND U WILL BE GETTING ALOT MORE MAIL FROM ME AUNTIE STOOD OUTSIDE FOR A VERY LONG TIME TO GET A NEW COMPUTER SO GO HEAD AND GET BACK TO LOOKING OVER US!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HUGS LOVE AND LOTS OF KISSES                                           AUNTIE COCOA Close

HEY LITTLE SIS  / LEXUS (BIG SISTER )
HEY LITTLE SISTA HOW HAVE U BEEN WE ALL MISS AND LOVE U .
IF I DON'T GET BACK BEFOR THE NEW YEAR START JUST REMEMBER THAT I LOVE U ALWAYS HAPPY NEW YEAR. LOOOOOOOOOOOOVE YOUR SISTER LEXUS U WILL FOREVER BE MISSED. WELL TIL NEXT TIME KEEP LOOKING DOWN UPON ME MOMMA TOIA TONYA ERIE DAD AND OUR ENTIRE FAMILY BECAUSE WE ALL NEED U. LOTS OF HUGS
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Loving You Jada  / Pamela Lawrence (Grandmother)

Dear Jada:
I know you were only with us for a short time but I know God sent you here on a mission and one of his special assignments.  Thank you for consenting to come to earth and thank you for completing your assignment in record time.  Some of us take a long time to learn and do the things we are sent to do.  You touched so many people with your life and you made it a better place just by your coming.  That's why we all are here just to create a better place than it was before we came.  Again I am blessed to have been your Grandmother, Thank you for the honor. 
                         

                                                       Luv you always and forever

                                                           Grand ma Pam

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Come on Out  / MAMA

TCF is having a walk to remember Please come out on Sunday July 16,2006 to show Jada how much we love and miss her. Dearborn Michigan Hyatt Regency @ 8am. To join the walk be there at 7am it will only cost u $20 for this memory. If u can not walk make a donation. Our family Thanks u.

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J-pooh / ToIa (BiG sIs )

Hey jada just writing to tell you how much i miss you. man everything is confusing now that you're gone. everything is messed up and i feel like i'm stuck in the middle of everything and now that you are gone i don't have anyone to talk to. i really do miss you...it's like before you were born i was so unhappy and a big part of me was missing and when you were borni was stll trying to figure that part out, but i was so happy, but when you died i figured it all out the part of me that was missing the whole time was you, and now i feel so stupid because i'm just now starting to realize it...so now i'm sad, mad, and still confused. well that's all i have to say for now, but i promise i'll be back.

                                         
                                       I LOVE YOU
                                         
                                           LOVE ALWAYS,

                                               YO BIG SIS TOIA      

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mama missing u always  / Eboni (Mama)
hey tooka, I really miss u everyday I am thinking about u and instead of it getting easier its getting harder. I feel like I am losing everything since u left me and I just can't seem to get back on track. I need for u to tell me where do I go from here or what do I do now. Baby u were my everything and I just don't know how to be the person I was when u was here. I need you to visit me daily and smile down on me until I can see you again. I will always always love you. Close

HAPPY EASTER  / SELMA FLYNN
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